I promised myself I will spend more time away from my computer as possible. So I probably won’t be updating my tumblr as much. I’m going to try to keep myself busy and spend more time with my friends and family. Before I make decisions about my future and work and all that stressful stuff. I can finally sleep in peace and focus on my music and paint and sew and do all of the things that I didn’t have time to do.
“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”—Louise Erdrich, The Painted Drum LP (via observando)