Eyes that don’t cry.
Lips that don’t lie.
Love that don’t die.
I’m in total “I don’t care” mode when it comes to school stuff. I am going to hate myself tomorrow when I’m struggling to study as well as finish my essay.
I honestly don’t know why I torture myself like this but I cannot write. Not today, not yesterday. I swear I know what I’m doing but I cannot form sentences to make paragraphs to finish this essay.
I’m doing everything to avoid writing this essay…but I gotta remember that not only I have to write that essay, I also have a reading response and a summary to write plus a test to study for.
I don’t want you to be careful around me. I want you to trust me. To trust that I won’t judge you negatively. No matter what it is I will try to understand.
I want you to let go in front of me, so that I can let go in front of you. Let’s be free in front of each other. That way our hearts will both feel at ease.
Instrumentals from MechanicalRelaxation on YouTube
I’ve always wanted to cover Jhene Aiko’s songs. She is an amazing artist, but it’s really difficult to find any instrumentals of her tracks. I found this one and just decided to record it. A bit pitchy in some places but was to lazy to rerecord it.