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- "In life God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and make you exactly the way you should be."

This one is for my baby bro~ <3 I really miss you!

Not the best recording but I just wanted to finish recording a full song. I didn’t record when it was fully quiet so my mic caught a lot of unwanted noise in the background. My lisp was really strong in the first half of the song but I didn’t wanna rerecord so…oh wells.

Also, I’m still learning how to mix properly so it’s not the best quality but I really love this song.

Credits to: Lawrence Siachico for the instrumentals.

Recorded this a couple of months ago after I saw Drake and Jhene perform it on SNL. I was planning to re-record it and do a proper finish and maybe add a second verse but I don’t think that’s gonna happen anytime soon. I will just post it up and maybe in the future actually finish it like I planned.

I can’t record anything any time soon because it’s still too noisy and I don’t think that will change since it’s summer and my siblings will be done school. Cries.

Anyway, the freestyle verse isn’t just about one person in particular but a bunch of different people mixed with different memories and I kind of just made it flow. I think it sounds pretty immature but these are memories from when I was like 11-15 years old. When I think “From Time” I think about those days…

Enjoy~~

It’s been a while since I recorded something and this is the best thing I can do. My house situation doesn’t allow me to record vocals as much as I want to because it’s always so loud here.

Anyway, I really love this song! Probably my all time fave from Childish Gambino’s ‘Because the Internet’ album. When I get the chance to record the whole song, I definitely will and with the background music.

Enjoy~~

OMG so much effort!! My red hair’s already faded to like this light orange :( That was extremely fast TT__TT

Not really, hehee. Red hair is actually the worst it’s such a pain and needs the most maintenance. When I had red hair I had to do up keep twice weekly before I finally gave up. You have to use red conditioner and leave it on for as long as you can and rinse with cold water every time you wash your hair. Also avoid shampooing for too long. I try to only shampoo on my roots but for purple and blue I’ve only touched up once so far, so the fade out isn’t as bad. When I had red hair I mixed red cool-aid powder (the one with no sugar added) and red food colouring with my normal conditioner. It was a good and cheap alternative after I ran out of shimmer lights conditioner for red hair. 

I never felt so much anger in my whole life than I did this past month. There’s just certain people who make me turn into a monster.

I don’t mean to come off as rude, it’s just my personality

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I’m not afraid to play the bad guy if necessary.

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Anger.

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Inconsiderate, selfish.

I like being wrong about people sometimes, because it teaches me not to judge them so carelessly.

I don’t know how much longer I can tolerate this.

There’s just some memories that you can’t help but replay over and over in your mind before you sleep.

Officially done my undergrad!

Had my last exam today. It feels amazing~~

I promised myself I will spend more time away from my computer as possible. So I probably won’t be updating my tumblr as much. I’m going to try to keep myself busy and spend more time with my friends and family. Before I make decisions about my future and work and all that stressful stuff. I can finally sleep in peace and focus on my music and paint and sew and do all of the things that I didn’t have time to do. 

Okay that is all~