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- "In life God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and make you exactly the way you should be."

You never get over it. But you get to where it doesn’t bother you so much.

The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides (via suspend)

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You know what I think we are most afraid of? Not knowing. Not knowing whether it’s all really worth it. Not knowing if you should give up or keep fighting. Not knowing why you do the things you do; not knowing the purpose. It’s like when you’re little and you touch the stove and get burned because you didn’t know that it was hot. Not knowing has always hurt us, from the every beginning.

—(via red2a)

(Source: thelovewhisperer)

Recently I’ve learned that you can’t wait around for life to be good for you, you have to make it good for yourself with the resources that you have. That’s why you could own the whole entire world but if you don’t have the drive and urge to make your life special then you own absolutely nothing in the end.

—Unknown. (via blindthoughts)

One of the most courageous decisions you will ever make is to finally let go of whatever is hurting your heart and soul.

—Brigitte Nicole (via aplethoraofwords)

(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege)

No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though.
I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough

—Clementine Von Radics (via crucigera)

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And God said “Love Your Enemy,” and I obeyed him and loved myself.

—خليل جبران ‎ Khalil Gibran  (via killyouranxiety)

Don’t miss out on something that could be great just because it could also be difficult.

—Unknown (via psych-facts)

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You are doing always the same thing every day, but every day is a little bit different, and the life is just getting weaker and weaker, and, by the end, disappears

—Bela Tarr (via cinemaissatanschurch)

I’m afraid I’ll never finish college. I’m afraid I’ll finish college with student loans I can never pay back. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree and won’t be able to find a job in that field. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree, get the job I dreamed of, and hate it.

—A Mental Illness Happy Hour listener whose list of fears matches mine four for four. (via undeadlife)

(Source: insensiblenothingness)

I told my friend this the other day. It’s not that I don’t like people it’s just that human’s are the scariest. They are the only ones that can befriend you and then hurt you.

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Tell me I’m not the only one who doesn’t like being comforted when crying. I’d rather be left alone.

I really don’t cry that often, especially in front of other people. But when I do I just want to cry. If you’re going to tell me “it’s okay” it will probably make it worse. I accept hugs of course…I’m okay with hugs but if you’re going to hug me it’s best to just stay quiet and let me cry.

Being comforted is just one of those things I’m not good with…I guess. Is that bad?

Honestly, you just take a deep breath and say fuck it.

—Johnny Knoxville  (via wolkenluft)

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brandonoda:

The most sincere and loveliest people you will ever meet are the broken ones, the ones who’ve tasted pain and loss on a level that most others haven’t, the ones who are too busy trying to better their heart than to make it bitter, the ones who quietly seek out anyone who has been there before.

They are the ones who’ll make you feel alive because they’ve struggled for so long trying to live. They are the ones who will plant happiness in your life in countless ways because of all the time they spent being hopeful that someone would one day do the same. And some of them will even help you turn into the best person you’ll ever be, only because deep down inside they’re empty.